The ugliest truths are the most rewarding

It's hard to swallow that you did mess up. That you stumbled on the plank and went overboard, making your exit the inarticulate way. But the barer of light and truth often carries a subtle knife and sticks it in your gut even when you know it's coming. The question that bleeds from you afterward is the crucial deciding element that you are left with in order to learn something about yourself.